Hate my Job, Hate my Life!!!!
Oh when will this misery ever end????
I have to have like 150 resume's out there and the same amount in applications. I have done the follow up calls with the companies that I have applied to, and they all give me the same response "We will call you after we have reviewed your resume/application." What else is there for me to do to get out of this hell hold of a job I am currently at????
Then I just simply hate my life. The old adage is true that when it rains it pours. And boy is it really raining on my whole life!
What can I do about the rut that I am in? It is seriously sending me into a spiral of depression! I don't have medical benefits which also makes it hard to see a doctor, and I don't qualify for any sort of medical help from public assistance. So I am simply screwed! I know I need something right now, but I just don't know what way to go about getting it.
I pretty much cry all day long and I haven't slept in over 4 days.
I have a co-worker that told me that if I had a man in my life that I would find the cure to everything right there, and that my problem is that I haven't had sexual relations with anyone in over 2 years, so its just a build up of tension and stress.
Tell me, I don't like bars or clubs. So where in the heck can I find a man?